I honest to god tried doing this the healthy way. I really did. I can’t do it any more. I need to come back to this, it’s the only thing that works.

800 calories max, 500 preferred. Thank you Wintergirls for that inspiration. Working out everyday.

Ate like a fucking cow today. Fucking Easter candy. I’m going to bring it all to work and leave it in the back room for all the girls to munch on.

Z told me he wants me all to himself… But he won’t date me. Makes complete sense. Ugh. I can’t win.

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Really it’s a thoughtless thing and if you only buy healthy food you’ll only eat healthy food. But my brain is somehow broken to where it can’t seem to comprehend eating like everyone else. Like it’s either all or nothing and there’s no real happy medium anywhere. I know what’s right and what’s wrong, but I can’t seem to apply that knowledge. My brain doesn’t know how to eat.

"I want to go to sleep and not wake up, but I don’t want to die. I want to eat like a normal person eats, but I need to see my bones or I will hate myself even more and I might cut out my heart or take every pill that was ever made. Wintergirls #favorite"

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